Learning to Breathe (Sinister Hearts Novel Book 1) (English Edition) [Kindle-editie] beoordelingen het boek quotes

I lost the one I love. I lost him in the most horrible way possible. I lost him and it’s entirely my fault. I killed him. I may not have pulled the trigger that caused him to take his last breath but it’s because of me that he’s no longer breathing. Living without him is next to impossible. It hurts to breathe. It hurts so much that I thought I might die. I wish I would have. I wish I was with Kayden. I wish Kayden was still alive but I know my wishes will never come true. Kayden is dead and he isn’t coming back. And me… I’m alive. Life is unfair. I know I have to move on but how can I when living life without him makes me unable to breathe? Breathing… It’s a function your body is supposed to do automatically but when your heart’s been wrenched out, the simple task of letting air in and out is not just difficult; it’s insufferable and inconceivable. It's been a year since Kayden's death. One year and the pain from losing him is as strong as ever. I've moved, got a new partner, and a new mission. I've been placed at one of the local high schools to investigate the suicide of a young female, Catherine Anderson. Is she the only one, can we expect more, and what was the reason behind her killing herself? The answers to those questions were ones I wasn't expecting. In a world where I struggle on a day to day basis just to breathe, these revelations took even that from me. The truth knocked me out, caused me to gasp, and stole my air. I can't breathe. This is a story about moving on. This is a story of how I learned to breathe.